Oolala,
Honk's death day is here!!
But no worries, it's the world to the rescue!!
Cherie is coming over to share her chinapoint stuff!
OUR chinapoint, sorry.
Me Honk and Cherie
haha, once I remember how me and Honk took those photos while in the McDonalds, I start smling or laughing.
Paranoid.
Nothing.
CME later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh.
Honkie told Hazy once that we shouldn't have so many pargraphs.
But.
Sometimes, when blogging,
I enjoy doing this!!
LOL
Honkie should go and become a critic someday.
And Cherie should become a comedian...?
I don't know lah, but once I think about it, that's what I have in my mind.
But Guzheng so good as well.
Oh well.
Rhenny doesn't know what rhenny wants to become when she grows up.
But Rui said she wanted to be something like a clergyman.
Hm.
I don't think I'm suited for those kind of jobs.
Since I don't even believe in Kami-sama.
I believe in myself and that's enough.
Hah.
Okay, gotta go.
曾几何时，
我开始喜欢看你笑，
喜欢听你说话，
喜欢你叫我名字的方式。
你的眼神总是那么善良。。。
可是为什么也同时那么悲伤呢？
难道你不快乐吗？
我和我们的同伴没办法让你快乐吗？
你的世界到底包括一些什么呢？
你要拥有些什么才会高兴呢？
啊。。。我好想知道啊。
我想你的世界一定和大家的一样吧？
你的世界也一定是由朋友，
亲人及回忆组成的吧。
就像一个很大的拼图一样，
每一个重要的东西就像是拼图的一小块，
但只要 失去任何一片，
拼图就永远无法完成了。
你是不是就是因为不小心
遗失了一块拼图所以才那么悲伤呢？
放心吧，蕊。
蕊的世界一定会是很完美的。
你已经不需要哭泣了。
因为不会再有人伤害你了。
不需要害怕也不需要担心了。
因为我们大家一定会保护你的。
蕊已经努力的够久了。
你可以安详地睡了。
所有的烦恼都会离开你的。
蕊虽然不是圣人但是你确实是一个很善良的女孩。
对上帝如此信任的你一定会被救赎的。
不会有事的哦！
蕊只要好好休息就行了。
也许很多年后我会再一次
因为你的离去而感到悲伤，
可是不要紧的。
因为蕊并没有真的离开我们对吧？
活着的人背负着死去的人的
所有痛楚和未完成的心愿。
我愿意替蕊背负蕊的痛苦。
我们大家真的不会有事的。
所以蕊你就带着大家的祝福离开吧，
在天边的圣宫看着我们。
Rhenny and Hazy are in school.
Hazy is laughing at Rhenny.
Rhenny doesn't know why Hazy is laughing.
And now Hazy is making this -.-" face.
Awww....
Oh yeah, by the way, I SWEAR this is going to be the first and last time that Rhenny will be posting in chinese.
Maybe
maybe
maybe
maybe
MAYBE
I will use chinese for like a few words, but never a long paragraph.
It is KILLING ME!!!
AH,
one more thing.
Rhenny is not emo XD
hohoho
Honk knows why I'm using 'XD'
haha.
Hazy wants the com for her IH seminar
Good luck HAZY!!
I will do a good job in sleeping in your seminar tomorrow!!
Hazy is ignoring Rhenny and playing with Rhenny's phone.
Okay, I'm a bit xiao today.
Sorry.
But seriously, this year I've been telling the whole world all my secrets, it's like this strange urge to just spill things out!!
I even told Sylvia 'THAT'
OOOOOOooooooh My GOSH
BB
When I first met her, I hated her.
Who is she to take away my parent's love?
It wasn't fair.
So what if she had a bad body and health?
So what if she was a year younger than me?
She was just the daughter of an aunt I've rarely met,
and this aunt had left her here with my family,
allowing her to take away the love that
should rightfully be mine.
That was what I felt when I first saw her almost five years ago.
But somehow, hate never lasts.
Somewhere in between I started loving her.
I started to cherish the rare smiles on her delicate face.
I started enjoying the time I spent in her room.
We became sisters.
My friends became her friends and we became inseparable.
It was only then that I realised how lonely she must have felt before;
she had no friends here and was always forced to stay indoors because of her health...
It must feel terrible.
It was remarkable how we seemed to be made for each other,
she started influencing me in ways I never thought was possible.
But it all just had to end.
Like a trademark tragedy or ill-twisted fate,
she is now gone.
That was three years ago.
Yet even now I love her more and more with every passing second,
the more important a thing is, the more fragile it is.
